Thursday, April 15, 2010

Choices

I'm learning something about myself. Sometimes, it's hard to simply stay true to what you want. It's an awesome thing to have options. It reminds you how blessed you are to live in this country where freedom is attainable. I can be educated. I can be successful. I can be. Whatever. So here are these options. And they are all great options. But what do I want? I mean really. What do I want? And what am I willing to do to obtain that? How do I allow myself to not be persuaded by the options but stick to my guns? My destiny.  I haven't figured it all out yet. But I'm getting closer daily.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Resurrection

Today is Easter. Resurrection Sunday.

I woke up after sleeping for 11 hours and decided to go to church. I've just been tired lately. So busy with life. But I decided to go to church anyway. You know what I realized, church is great. There's nothing better than fellowshipping with the saints. But you know what, I'm ok when I just praise him in bed, at home. My daily conversations are wonderful blessings for me. Me and Jesus alone is alright with me.

But back to the conversation at hand. Resurrection. God has resurrected my dreams and ideas for myself lately. I'm back to just feeling like I'll be able to do me from here on out. I've talked to people. I have new opportunities lining up. I start my Masters in May. I'll get closer to my family.  I'm just excited.

Lord, thanks for bringing my dreams to life again.